
Fall
Colin McAdam
Penguin Canada, 2009
Trade Paperback
ISBN: 978–0-14-305534-1
367 pages, including Readers Guide
Literary Fiction
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Fall is the 2009 novel by Colin McAdam, author of the much lauded Some Great Thing. The story takes place at an elite boarding school in Ottawa and focuses on Julius and Noel, room-mates in their final year. A tricky read, Fall is an experience as much as it is a story. Consider this…
- Fall is the most beautiful girl in a largely male, co-ed boarding school.
- Julius, a popular athlete, is Fall’s boyfriend.
- Noel is a loner who desires Fall and wants to be Julius.
- Fall never appears in the novel, except as memories; she has no point of view.
- Julius comes to us in two ways, as a memory and in stream of consciousness during his last day with Fall.
- Noel describes himself, Julius and Fall from a distance of years. But as the book progresses, it becomes apparent that we can’t trust Noel’s narration. As this recognition comes, the story instantly becomes a darker experience for the reader.
It works this way. The last year of school, arguably the best he’s had, is revealed to us by an articulate and mature, 30 year-old Noel. We watch in fascination as he becomes a friend to Julius and through him to other students who Noel would never otherwise have had access. Then there’s Fall, whom he never really gets to know until a prank gone wrong sees Julius gated (think of house arrest) for weeks. Noel is used as a go-between, a note giver and taker. Snaking through this narration is the story of the last day Julius and Fall ever spend together, all revealed in stream of consciousness by the immature, not so smart, Julian.
This tale reveals the intimacy and pressures of an institution as much interested in teaching impeccable behaviour as it is with academics. We listen to Noel and experience Julius (and to a certain extent, Fall), becoming so close to the characters we are desperate to discover how this strange triangle resolves itself. And when it does? No, I’m not going to tell you how. In the aftershock, everything changes. Noel’s narration changes, because there are now people involved who can demonstrate to the reader that something isn’t quite right. And even more suspicious is the cessation of Julius’ stream of consciousness, just as a wave of jealousy has him declare his intent to follow Fall and observe her behaviour when he’s not around.
As I’m sure you have guessed something terrible is going to happen. And because it becomes apparent that we can’t trust Noel or Julius, the reader will find himself going back again and again as he tries to resolve the mystery. My own assessment is that resolution is impossible. Noel is, for sure, a developing psychopath, so how can we believe what he tells? And I can find no way to explain the disappearance of Julian from the tale–unless he’s guilty of something the author doesn’t want known.
I suggest that even though I won’t explain the mystery to you, I can tell you the book moves forward like a stream, smoothly flowing over and around rocks of many colours; slowly speeding up until there is no way to stop it from spilling over into a larger body of water. This is the kind of book that comes along only a few times in a lifetime: Fall is a novel that can and should be read more than once, because in the end you realize that the writing, the narration, the bits and pieces of life that flash before you, are more solid and revealing and meaningful than the mystery itself.
Copyright, Clayton Clifford Bye 2011



